thanks mark!
in case you don't know who mark is, see the below image
Hes not flipping the finger, joel was doing it.
I changed him. Maybe not that much but ATLEAST abit. Wait am i gay for posting this? I hope no one sees this. Worst of all if mark sees this. The piano songs starts playing and i'm dead. You know which piano song i'm talking about. Was it Beethoven? Ah whatever.
Anyway hes been my best friend for near 2 years and i'm very happy to have him as my friend. Well back in the primary school day, i have a good friend too. My primary school friend was 45% like mark. A pessimistic and the first best friend that ever made me close to tear. Now we have MARK, a pessimistic , a sore loser and a bad temper man. That all i know so far. There is more but i cannot judge a person. And whenever i judge him, he get angry and scold me like nuts and note he will yell at me even if it is a public place, eve experience it before and i think i'm the only guy who ever, ever see mark angry and please, please trust me, you will never want to see mark angry.
He once said i am the best of the best friend and also the worst of the worst. Aww. But fuck me for judging him lar, really just fuck me. Is not like every is perfect and i always piss him off although i get him back to the happy mood after an hour or two. If worst a day. He have this guilty conscience so when he brainstorm about what he done wrong about the day to me, he will call me and keep saying sorry for yelling at me and stuff and this always happened because his brain is always thinking, he just think too much that why he end up scolding me for no reason and when he start to think more he found out that he was in the wrong zone but sometimes its my fault. And i can't blame an angry man to be angry too. Being his friend is hard but i enjoyed his company.
I learn alot from him, hes like a new brother to me not like the one at my home but the one at home is still my brother and i kidda like him for being my brother. PEACE! I have learn from him that i have pride issues, i can be kidda sore and never admit to what i does but come on there is not a man i see that can sallow their pride. And i don't really think that much cause i'm an optimist i live life freely although i can be quite childish sometimes. Without pessimist, there will be no optimist. And i'm not saying that you can only group people to one group, that means you are a pessimist that means you are a pessimist forever. That will always, ALWAYS be a little optimist in that pessimist. Mark is 70% pessimist 30% optimist. I'm 80% optimist and 20% pessimist.
I live life freely, he live life thinking. Two different person but best friends and i can't say forever cause he is leaving the school soon and that you go boom. But we will be in touch, i think ( that was the pessimist in me typing ). If all this is written on a paper, you will see the blue dots on the paper. You will know what i'm saying. Bye.
